x. Honestly, you need to realise that I'm doing stuff when I'm on the computer. I'm livejournalling, I'm researching, I'm compiling stuff, I'm writing, I'm talking to other people, I'm reading... I'm never going to be sitting at the laptop with only your window open, giving you my undivided attention, so if you're waiting for that moment, let me tell you now- stop waiting.
x. I was reading.... "Nick’s heart sunk"
me (out loud, mind you): SANK! SANK! SANK!
I shrugged again. “At first, it was kind of nerve-wracking, I guess. But it’s not scary. It’s… it’s really liberating, I guess. You never have to tell anyone where you’re going or when you’ll be back. Some kids took it too far and ended up screwing themselves… but most people become more responsible because they learn they’ve only got themselves to depend on.”
I can't wait for that to happen. When I'm actually old enough to live in a dorm, and I find out whether I'm strong as a person, and whether I'd screw up. I think I'm weird that way- I don't tell myself NOT to screw up, but I tell myself that it'll reveal something about my character if I do. I guess I put my trust in my friends and family to straighten me out. [I'm totally straight edged, by the way. Not hard staying that way when you're a minor.]
He looked at me in surprise. “You don’t ever feel it?”
“Feel what?”
“Faith.”
He said it with such simplicity, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“I…” I frowned. How could I respond?
“This ring,” he began, showing it to me once again, “I know I broke the promise. But if I take it off, then what was it ever for? It would just be an excuse to forget it all and let it go. With it on, I can always remember to be better.”
I LOVE this. I LOVE this quote.
GAHHH JOEFIC. This is the one fanfic where Joe>Nick. And I'm ADDICTED.
x. I was sitting here, minding my own business, when kattybee's window popped up and her first word was an expletive:
we are extremely weird people. Whatever she's reading is GENIUS, though.
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bestill. Isn't it gorgeous?
Also, I'm trying to wean myself off the internet. I realise why I'm always on the laptop:
1. all my friends are online.
2. I journal OBSESSIVELY, and my journal is online
3. I read more FP than actual books
4. there's nothing else to do.
thus, I've gotta start getting hobbies that don't require me to use the computer! And that's why I'm doing![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
embodiment, and setting aside paper notebooks for quotes and so on, instead of using my livejournal and Microsoft OneNote.
x. I'm reading JB fanfic. I'm supposed to finish my bio paper today. SJFnbLJHBGPROCRASTINATION. And I'm also going through babyname sites because I'm actually gonna find THE name instead of picking one out of a hat and writing it and stopping and restarting once I finally realise it's not going to work. I've done Catelyn, Kaylana (haha nick), something else... madison, was it? Elisabeth... Blah. And the MALES. Zomg. I'm on jared now, and he's not working either. Only one character has made it through from the first draft, and he's not even the lead. It's hard to distinguish between names I like and names my Muse likes. I currently like the name Adara, but from experience (a billion drafts of experience, really), it's not gonna work.
x. the deal with the devil.
sleepy says: when you hopefully come to melbourne
sleepy says: our new years resolution is to get a guy
sleepy says: or at least have one date
sleepy says: deal?
x. I was reading.... "Nick’s heart sunk"
me (out loud, mind you): SANK! SANK! SANK!
I shrugged again. “At first, it was kind of nerve-wracking, I guess. But it’s not scary. It’s… it’s really liberating, I guess. You never have to tell anyone where you’re going or when you’ll be back. Some kids took it too far and ended up screwing themselves… but most people become more responsible because they learn they’ve only got themselves to depend on.”
I can't wait for that to happen. When I'm actually old enough to live in a dorm, and I find out whether I'm strong as a person, and whether I'd screw up. I think I'm weird that way- I don't tell myself NOT to screw up, but I tell myself that it'll reveal something about my character if I do. I guess I put my trust in my friends and family to straighten me out. [I'm totally straight edged, by the way. Not hard staying that way when you're a minor.]
He looked at me in surprise. “You don’t ever feel it?”
“Feel what?”
“Faith.”
He said it with such simplicity, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“I…” I frowned. How could I respond?
“This ring,” he began, showing it to me once again, “I know I broke the promise. But if I take it off, then what was it ever for? It would just be an excuse to forget it all and let it go. With it on, I can always remember to be better.”
I LOVE this. I LOVE this quote.
GAHHH JOEFIC. This is the one fanfic where Joe>Nick. And I'm ADDICTED.
x. I was sitting here, minding my own business, when kattybee's window popped up and her first word was an expletive:
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:
"Motherfucker!" screamed the third figure. "He pecked my eye out! Motherfucker!"
"What’s ‘motherfucker’?" asked Six Toes.
"It’s a supplication to one of the elements," explained Hermit. "The word itself has no inherent meaning. I think we’re in big trouble, though."
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says: HAHAHAHAHAA
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:HAHA!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: my first reaction was "why are you cursing at me?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: and the next was "why did you add the 'mother' prefix?"
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:because you know, everytime I read/hear the word, I censor out the 'mother' and not the actual expletive. me, the mother part's more offensive. just like how I censor "god" and not "damn"
"Motherfucker!" screamed the third figure. "He pecked my eye out! Motherfucker!"
"What’s ‘motherfucker’?" asked Six Toes.
"It’s a supplication to one of the elements," explained Hermit. "The word itself has no inherent meaning. I think we’re in big trouble, though."
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says: HAHAHAHAHAA
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:HAHA!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: my first reaction was "why are you cursing at me?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: and the next was "why did you add the 'mother' prefix?"
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:because you know, everytime I read/hear the word, I censor out the 'mother' and not the actual expletive. me, the mother part's more offensive. just like how I censor "god" and not "damn"
we are extremely weird people. Whatever she's reading is GENIUS, though.
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:
Silence was the answer.
"Sin is your excess weight.
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:Lo, the thin shall be saved but not the fat. Verily I tell ye, no blue ones, no bony ones shall descend into the flame, but all the pink and plump ones shall perish.
"Don’t you think that was a bit harsh?" Six Toes whispered when Hermit dropped to the straw beside him. "They believe your every word."
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:JPFFFFT
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:sin is your excess weight
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:WIN WIN WIN
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says: It’s not like I’m lying," said Hermit. "If they lose a lot of weight, they’ll be saved for a second round of feeding, and maybe even a third
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:what are they?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: pigs?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:or are they humans and is this a hannibalesque thing?
"Sin is your excess weight.
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:Lo, the thin shall be saved but not the fat. Verily I tell ye, no blue ones, no bony ones shall descend into the flame, but all the pink and plump ones shall perish.
"Don’t you think that was a bit harsh?" Six Toes whispered when Hermit dropped to the straw beside him. "They believe your every word."
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:JPFFFFT
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:sin is your excess weight
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:WIN WIN WIN
Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says: It’s not like I’m lying," said Hermit. "If they lose a lot of weight, they’ll be saved for a second round of feeding, and maybe even a third
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:what are they?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: pigs?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:or are they humans and is this a hannibalesque thing?
x. I've been looking for a sketchbook. I nearly bought this case of pastels today (three dollars, I was shocked), because I LOVE HER PAGES *points down* and I really wanna learn how to do that...but I cannot find a good, CHEAP sketchbook or a notebook with blank,, thick white pages. Thus, I didn't buy the pastels. 
page created by
bestill. Isn't it gorgeous?Also, I'm trying to wean myself off the internet. I realise why I'm always on the laptop:
1. all my friends are online.
2. I journal OBSESSIVELY, and my journal is online
3. I read more FP than actual books
4. there's nothing else to do.
thus, I've gotta start getting hobbies that don't require me to use the computer! And that's why I'm doing
embodiment, and setting aside paper notebooks for quotes and so on, instead of using my livejournal and Microsoft OneNote.x. I'm reading JB fanfic. I'm supposed to finish my bio paper today. SJFnbLJHBGPROCRASTINATION. And I'm also going through babyname sites because I'm actually gonna find THE name instead of picking one out of a hat and writing it and stopping and restarting once I finally realise it's not going to work. I've done Catelyn, Kaylana (haha nick), something else... madison, was it? Elisabeth... Blah. And the MALES. Zomg. I'm on jared now, and he's not working either. Only one character has made it through from the first draft, and he's not even the lead. It's hard to distinguish between names I like and names my Muse likes. I currently like the name Adara, but from experience (a billion drafts of experience, really), it's not gonna work.
x. the deal with the devil.
sleepy says: when you hopefully come to melbourne
sleepy says: our new years resolution is to get a guy
sleepy says: or at least have one date
sleepy says: deal?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: deal.
sleepy says: damn right!
sleepy says: haha
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: damn straight
sleepy says: damn diagonal!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
if all else fails
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
we'll go on a date with each other
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
the older one pays obviously.
sleepy says:
and we' have to have a deadline
sleepy says:
eg. 3 months
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
WHAT?!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
i'm supposed to take the first guy that comes along?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
WHAT is that?!
sleepy says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
sleepy says:
ohh!
sleepy says:
how bout...me meet a guy
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
treat em mean to keep em keen, girl.
sleepy says:
and we recommend?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
you gotta kick their asses.
sleepy says:
we pick for each other?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
good
sleepy says:
so if stephen and gf break up
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
you'll get to know my guy and introduce me, won't you?
sleepy says:
*mwhauahuz*
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
so I dont' have to do anything
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
is that the guy who ran miles at three am in the orning?
sleepy says:
ahuh
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
okay
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
good
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
i liked him
sleepy says:
or...stranger guys?
sleepy says:
HAHA
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
any cute guy that comes along
sleepy says:
you'd better copy this convo
sleepy says:
lol
sleepy says:
it's like...a deal with the devil
sleepy says:
or something
sleepy says:
so we can't back out
Do you know what sin is?"sleepy says: damn right!
sleepy says: haha
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says: damn straight
sleepy says: damn diagonal!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
if all else fails
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
we'll go on a date with each other
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
the older one pays obviously.
sleepy says:
and we' have to have a deadline
sleepy says:
eg. 3 months
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
WHAT?!
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
i'm supposed to take the first guy that comes along?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
WHAT is that?!
sleepy says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
sleepy says:
ohh!
sleepy says:
how bout...me meet a guy
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
treat em mean to keep em keen, girl.
sleepy says:
and we recommend?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
you gotta kick their asses.
sleepy says:
we pick for each other?
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
good
sleepy says:
so if stephen and gf break up
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
you'll get to know my guy and introduce me, won't you?
sleepy says:
*mwhauahuz*
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
so I dont' have to do anything
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
is that the guy who ran miles at three am in the orning?
sleepy says:
ahuh
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
okay
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
good
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
i liked him
sleepy says:
or...stranger guys?
sleepy says:
HAHA
lil' c and he had to give himself a shot when driving down a highway says:
any cute guy that comes along
sleepy says:
you'd better copy this convo
sleepy says:
lol
sleepy says:
it's like...a deal with the devil
sleepy says:
or something
sleepy says:
so we can't back out
2 bites | bite me