x. Honestly, you need to realise that I'm doing stuff when I'm on the computer. I'm livejournalling, I'm researching, I'm compiling stuff, I'm writing, I'm talking to other people, I'm reading... I'm never going to be sitting at the laptop with only your window open, giving you my undivided attention, so if you're waiting for that moment, let me tell you now- stop waiting.

x. I was reading.... "Nick’s heart sunk"
me (out loud, mind you): SANK! SANK! SANK!

x. I was sitting here, minding my own business, when kattybee's window popped up and her first word was an expletive:

( expletive under the cut- ALL HERS, by the way, I didn't even say anything. (actually, neither did she. she was copypasting from something she was reading) )

we are extremely weird people. Whatever she's reading is GENIUS, though.

Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:

( do you? do you? click to find out! (honestly, whatever she's reading, it's a lot more hilarious than what I'm reading right now) )

x. I've been looking for a sketchbook. I nearly bought this case of pastels today (three dollars, I was shocked), because I LOVE HER PAGES *points down* and I really wanna learn how to do that...but I cannot find a good, CHEAP sketchbook or a notebook with blank,, thick white pages. Thus, I didn't buy the pastels.



page created by

bestill. Isn't it gorgeous?

Also, I'm trying to wean myself off the internet. I realise why I'm always on the laptop:
1. all my friends are online.
2. I journal OBSESSIVELY, and my journal is online
3. I read more FP than actual books
4. there's nothing else to do.
thus, I've gotta start getting hobbies that don't require me to use the computer! And that's why I'm doing embodiment, and setting aside paper notebooks for quotes and so on, instead of using my livejournal and Microsoft OneNote.

x. I'm reading JB fanfic. I'm supposed to finish my bio paper today. SJFnbLJHBGPROCRASTINATION. And I'm also going through babyname sites because I'm actually gonna find THE name instead of picking one out of a hat and writing it and stopping and restarting once I finally realise it's not going to work. I've done Catelyn, Kaylana (haha nick), something else... madison, was it? Elisabeth... Blah. And the MALES. Zomg. I'm on jared now, and he's not working either. Only one character has made it through from the first draft, and he's not even the lead. It's hard to distinguish between names I like and names my Muse likes. I currently like the name Adara, but from experience (a billion drafts of experience, really), it's not gonna work. 

x. the deal with the devil. 
sleepy says: when you hopefully come to melbourne
sleepy says: our new years resolution is to get a guy
sleepy says: or at least have one date
sleepy says: deal?

 

( cut for length )

Do you know what sin is?"

+ Our yearbooks came out today. None of us really looked through it, and Alex was the first one. We didn't pay much attention until she went "WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?!" and flips the book towards me and points. Ends up, the first thing you see when you open our yearbook is my face, kthnx. 
Querida - Irreplaceable Beauty, says: WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Querida - Irreplaceable Beauty, says: THAT'S GREAT! (:
Querida - Irreplaceable Beauty, says: what does it look like?
;; delphiиe* '______ there's no easy way to say goodbye so baby just say goodnight' says: her
;; delphiиe* '______ there's no easy way to say goodbye so baby just say goodnight' says: HAHA
querida--> kattybee (quintaesencia), the irritating bugger that left for aussie three weeks before me.
delphine --> addie (eminish)
everyone just burst out laughing at me as I went "WHADT?!?!?!?!" and stared in horror. 

+ When You Look Me In The Eyes is number one again on the 913 countdown. <3<3

+ I just reorganized my JoBro music folder. I literally moved everything around, deleted all their songs from iTunes and played them back in (cos I was too lazy to imput their new locations one by one). This means that from fifteen JB/Nick J songs on my top 25 most played, I now have NONE. Quite shocking really- my top 25 is looking completely alien. ;P The top song on my top 25 is now Year 3000- by Busted. Because, before I managed to get Year 3000 by JB, I just played the Busted one over and over... 
We'll see how fast JB songs climb their way back to the top now. 

+ I realise that I do not have a 'school' tag. I've been sorting all my school entries under other tags. In anticipation of the new school year, here is What I Go To School For. ;P

KATTYBEE UR BACK. ahaha.
Nono, no cuties here above sixteen (and that's bad, cos you're looking for eighteen and up). Saw a few. Sunnies rock, cos I can just eye people up and I don't get stared at in return. Lotsa nice hair and nice clothes. haha. 
I MISS YOU BB!
Took pics of random Jonas bros lookalikes. 

SOMEONE TELL ME WHO GOT OUT ON SURVIVOR!!!!!!! pleasedontsayerik.

jrfgjsbpjbgjbAHHHH I MISS PEOPLE, YO!
if anyone wants to talk to me, I'll be back at the hotel at latest ten, NY time. that would be 11am SGT. hit me up. =DD
We've got free net connection baby, so i'll be on  lots. =DD

1. J'adore Ed Westwick. put him in a box, tie the bow... give him to me for my birthday. hey, I'm legal now. LMFAO. (as kristle and baby V so kindly reminded me today) nahh. 
idk, i'm not excited about my birthday at all- so blahhh. Just a day just an ordinary day... just trying to get by.
of course, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, CARLA AND HEATHER. (cos i'm not staying up til midnight, no way.) sweet sixteen, seventeen and sixteen respectively.
yep, thanks to addie, kat, v, dunayy, melvin, johnny and ry for the early bday wishes. 
and thanks to my parents for my early pressie, addie for the giraffes, addie and sarah and kat for my sneakers. =D
you guys remember how we all moaned about how we never had someone buy us sneakers for our birthday? You guys did buy me a pair. Who says a girl needs a boyfriend? ;)

2. V just tells me to screw alex tomorrow. would that be literally (montgomery) or figuratively (alexis?). I can't wait to say that to Nik tomorrow. "hey, i'm gonna screw some guy to the wall with his own drill." (quoted from an In Death book)
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno ;    So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye  " Paperwalls says:
that wouldnt be a good thang when you screw Alex tmr!
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
alexis won't be happy.
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno ;    So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye  " Paperwalls says:
you can lend her jamie or somethang.
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
ed westwick now, remember?
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
AND NO WAY
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
ED IS MINE.
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
i'm getting territorial.
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
i never had a problem sharing before...
i have the wackiest friends. and i love em.

3. I miss Jessica a freaking lot. She's got some radar that can tell when I'm upset ten seconds after I say hi. God knows how. It's the little sister syndrome. I love you, bb..

4. I want to finish the one-shot I started. Apparently it's good. I don't know. I think it's appropriately emo. and I honestly JUST realised that it's titled "happy Birthday, Tay" (taylor. she's kinda me in the story. so yeah, Bree is baby V) It's kinda about... well, I think I digressed a LOT from what the one-shot was originally supposed to be. haha. The entire thing has four parts, and it's about birthdays. KINDA. lol. It's obviously a romance thing.
I think alex is freaking cute. he's supposed to be cute in the story, so I hope he comes across that way. He only becomes trio worthy after he turns sixteen. I have planned my trio's future, all right. 

1. Hey kat, you remember how you lovedddd Serena's boots? check out gossipgirl_cw. They found it in true gaspard-ulliel-trenchcoat style. ;D

2. Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno ;    So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye  " Paperwalls says:
CALLIE!
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
yeah?
Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno ;    So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye  " Paperwalls says:
YOU GOTTA PROMISE NOT TO STALK BRANDON!
Alexis Montgomery      (word) says:
who?
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
no promises there, bb.
callie•   vox clamantis in deserto says:
he sounds pretty hot.
I'll say again. I love my chicas, bb.
Rachel's (vindicatedfaith) gonna KILL me if I stalk him, come on. Then again, she can't blame me for ANYTHING. If she finds him good looking, obviously I can't, as apparently I have bad taste in guys. (That's cos I don't find the lead singer of The Click Five hot.)

3. we've got Jordan watching GG now. 
He and Johnny have similar reactions:
Johnny: They're gonna screwwwwww.
Jordan: ahah. sex scene already
**
[L3onc3R] says (8:40 PM):
awww
[L3onc3R] says (8:40 PM):
they are makin up
I swear, jordan has some form of girl in him. Actually, V swears by that too.

4. I managed to wrangle Ed Westwick onto the FIFTEEN list. [Jamie stayed on. We kicked Tristan Harland out. HEARTBREAK, really, as I think I like Tristan better than Devon]

Bienvenidas esto es mi sueno ;    So let's make a toast and kiss them goodbye  " Paperwalls says:
CALLIE!! YOU LOVE THE WHOLE GUY POPULATION, DONT YA?
I swear, I don't. At any one time, my list is only kept to FIFTEEN guys. as of now, the list is as follows:

5. 
eminish: who's chuck
me: SLUT!
this is coming from the girl who is supposedly in love with him. and she IS. It is an indisputable fact that Chuck is the epitome of PLAYBOY.
eminish is getting SO CONFUSED as to who is who. (she thought dan was jenny's boyfriend. that was AFTER the scene of them in the kitchen, mind you) and so...
Jenny's brother= Dan. 
Serena's brother= Eric. [the guy Jenny saw in Bendels]
Chuck Bass is Nathaniel's best friend. [chuck is the guy with the scarf. Nate's the one always on his couch]
Blair Waldorf's boyfriend = Nate. 

we've got our school funfair tomorrow. We are protesting against the blatant, OUTRAGEOUS inflation of prices. Thus, we are all leaving school for lunch instead of looking around for something actually healthy and reasonably priced. I am probably going to make some juice and bring that to school so that I don't have to buy any drinks. [haha. and i'm helping to run a drinks stall!] 
 
i spent the day moping about, playing Risk with Alex and WenZhen and gabbing around with V, Phau, Nicolette, Kat and whoever else who was there that i forgot. [oh, nicole! how could i forget the 'sexual positions' conversation.]
We sang HSM2 songs like the ridiculous disney people we are- although we all don't even LIKE hsm2. 

moped around some more... talked about making badges to advertise Alexis' obsession with Alex. I'm apparently Mrs Oliver. that wouldn't be a problem if he wasn't already married. And if he didn't have two ADORABLE kids. and if he wasn't twice my age. HAHA. But Kat's apparently dumped Logan for Roarke. He's married too. He's rich. He... no kids, unfortunately. HAHA. Coming soon, though. [the series will end when Eve Dallas- roarke's wife- becomes pregnant.]

FIFTEEN, baby. =D 

we were completely dazed today. spent an hour in the library before conceding defeat to my heavy eyelids.

I guess it's inevitable that this post would have jamie oliver in it... 
Jamie's pretty much gonna get us all fat. We were sitting around making our FIFTEEN shirt, tired and waiting for the school bell to ring so we could go home... And basically, we were getting ourselves all drooling and starving by reading Jamie's Kitchen. [it's a cookbook, in case you didn't figure that one out] Amel was moaning about how hungry she was. I was excitedly tagging all the recipes I liked, Kat was excitedly squeeing over pictures and telling me which ones we should try to make... Nicole was sitting around, rolling her eyes, wondering why we were so excited over a bloody cookbook. [she thinks jamie's crude. kat and i immediately chorused back with "but he's so cute!"] 

Anyway, Roarke and jamie are bad influences on me. We got back our GCSE forecast results today, and i got an A2 for english instead of an A1 which I really wanted. [i topped my class though- i guess that's a consolation] When i got my results back, I started swearing like a freaking... well, like Roarke and Jamie. bloody this, bugger that. I kept repeating "shit, fuck, die, oh no. shit." over and over with my head buried under my jacket. I believe I cried a little. After getting back chemistry, I quit the swearing and went straight into weeping buckets of tears. [thanks for the tissues, V.] I got an A2 instead of an A1 which i hoped for. I think we're all swearing left and right now. We do automatically bleep out our swearwords- or at least most of the time. 

A guy stalked me home today. okay, that isn't precisely correct. He asked for the time- i told him. He walked me all the way to the train station, got on with me, got off with me and basically freaked me out- as he smiled a lot and uh, shook my hand a lot, attempted to hold on to my hand (i kinda yanked it away) and basically just freaked me out, yeah. He offered to carry my books, which I declined. [i was carrying an armful of Jamie Oliver cookbooks and In Death books (ROARKE!)- and they are bloody heavy, let me tell you] When i slowed down, he slowed down- when I sped up, he sped up. At the ticket barrier, this guy cut infront of me so i waited. He was at the ticket barrier next to mine and he waited too. I was basically shrieking at myself in my head. I guess one of the thoughts i had was I'd rather have Johnny hit on me that this guy following me trying to make conversation! 
the scariest thing was, he mentioned that he saw me before, and I realised that while I was poring over books before, he was the weird guy who kept staring at me 24/7. I'm just wondering why he just had to leave the exact same time as I did! Dammit. dammit dammit. I shall not even entertain the fact that he was trying to come onto me. (kat, shut up rightnow. haha) He's probably five years older than me! [I know Jamie's TWICE my age but whatever] He said he was getting out after my stop, so imagine my HORROR when I turned my head going down the escalator after I got off and HE WAS THERE. I was repeating "bloody, buggering idiot" in my head over and over, and smiling to myself as I realised exactly how Roarke that was.

I'll continue on the FIFTEEN shirt later. [which also has something to do with Jamie Oliver, yeah. We didn't name the shirt after him- I did. in the spur of the moment. long story...]