x. I FINALLY bought my journal for embodiment today. Fed up with looking for large, cheap sketchbooks, I just bought a plain one- the cheapest one I saw, and am planning on sticking stuff on the cover like I did with my writing notebook. I drew stuff all over the cover with pastels, but seeing as the cover is made out of a smooth, shiny material, the pastels just smudge right off. ugh. I'm gonna print out a pretty picture of someone dancing and smack it on. If I had known TWO WEEKS ago that I was going to be harnessing my creative energy, I would've brought back art supplies. Luckily, you can get a set of pastels from Big W for $2.90. I'm looking for an alphabet stamp set for that price though... I'll uhm, keep looking. ;) I saw one actually, but didn't buy it yet.

Anyway, I drew rubbish for my first entry- I never had a lot of talent in the drawing department. It was an entirely blue background with a stickdrawing of a bicycle on it, and the famous "Hold on... to your bike" quote. It's seriously unattractive, but I told myself that I wouldn't tear anything out of my paper journal. *groans* I'll keep it, I'll keep it.

I found a torn five dollar bill in my wallet. As in, like, a quarter of the bill. It's funny. I wonder what happened to the other three quarts of it.

x. Maya Kibble is only thirteen years old. I. am. shocked. I was rereading the People magazine JB special edition, and it says "Nick, 7, with Maya, 4." She's three years younger than him.



Maya's the one in the middle. I guess she does look thirteen in that picture. Please, someone tell me she's not wearing makeup.

x.
 

It's two shots placed on top of each other. What we're trying to prove? NICHOLAS DIDN'T MOVE AT ALL. Jeeeez. One day, the wind is going to change and his face is gonna be stuck like that. He'll wish he smiled then.

x. Permission to Fly is a pretty good album, all things considering. The girl can even sing live, if she tones it down a little and stops trying to embellish her words. She was good at the DC Games. Jordan Pruitt- check it out. =)

Rascal Flatts is addictive.

x. Honestly, you need to realise that I'm doing stuff when I'm on the computer. I'm livejournalling, I'm researching, I'm compiling stuff, I'm writing, I'm talking to other people, I'm reading... I'm never going to be sitting at the laptop with only your window open, giving you my undivided attention, so if you're waiting for that moment, let me tell you now- stop waiting.

x. I was reading.... "Nick’s heart sunk"
me (out loud, mind you): SANK! SANK! SANK!

x. I was sitting here, minding my own business, when kattybee's window popped up and her first word was an expletive:

( expletive under the cut- ALL HERS, by the way, I didn't even say anything. (actually, neither did she. she was copypasting from something she was reading) )

we are extremely weird people. Whatever she's reading is GENIUS, though.

Quizás - "I hate that your…smile…smirk…thing makes every girl go weak at the knees, even those in happy relationships." - says:

( do you? do you? click to find out! (honestly, whatever she's reading, it's a lot more hilarious than what I'm reading right now) )

x. I've been looking for a sketchbook. I nearly bought this case of pastels today (three dollars, I was shocked), because I LOVE HER PAGES *points down* and I really wanna learn how to do that...but I cannot find a good, CHEAP sketchbook or a notebook with blank,, thick white pages. Thus, I didn't buy the pastels.



page created by

bestill. Isn't it gorgeous?

Also, I'm trying to wean myself off the internet. I realise why I'm always on the laptop:
1. all my friends are online.
2. I journal OBSESSIVELY, and my journal is online
3. I read more FP than actual books
4. there's nothing else to do.
thus, I've gotta start getting hobbies that don't require me to use the computer! And that's why I'm doing embodiment, and setting aside paper notebooks for quotes and so on, instead of using my livejournal and Microsoft OneNote.

x. I'm reading JB fanfic. I'm supposed to finish my bio paper today. SJFnbLJHBGPROCRASTINATION. And I'm also going through babyname sites because I'm actually gonna find THE name instead of picking one out of a hat and writing it and stopping and restarting once I finally realise it's not going to work. I've done Catelyn, Kaylana (haha nick), something else... madison, was it? Elisabeth... Blah. And the MALES. Zomg. I'm on jared now, and he's not working either. Only one character has made it through from the first draft, and he's not even the lead. It's hard to distinguish between names I like and names my Muse likes. I currently like the name Adara, but from experience (a billion drafts of experience, really), it's not gonna work. 

x. the deal with the devil. 
sleepy says: when you hopefully come to melbourne
sleepy says: our new years resolution is to get a guy
sleepy says: or at least have one date
sleepy says: deal?

 

( cut for length )

Do you know what sin is?"